To the parents that lost their shit today. because the nurses and doctors put my child first and not yours, I’m sorry. Actually I’m not sorry, because do you know what? I’ve endured 3 months in this hospital with my daughter fighting for her life, endless, tests, blood transfusions and operations and you are here… Continue reading My Daughter comes before your son.
A letter to a former me If I could go back two years I wish I could give myself the pep talk I so desperately need right now. I would tell myself that it is all meant to be, that Your first born will be very sick but, it’s going to be okay. She will… Continue reading A Letter To The Former Me
When I gave birth to Ava I never saw her, all I remember is seeing her feet as she was placed on top of me for two seconds before she was taken to be resuscitated. It was the single most scariest thing I’ve ever been through in my life. I felt so detached from Ava,… Continue reading A Thank You To My Midwife
Since my youngest was born (15 weeks ago) Ava has had 5 hospital admissions, 3 of which resulted in more then 1 nights stay at either our local or specialist hospital. We don’t know an awful lot about her autonomic system – but we do know it’s perhaps not working as it should and he… Continue reading A Constant Battle
Now I may be 24 years old, but, I have 3 beloved rabbits and my obsession with these fascinating critters started when I was 21. One day, myself and my two friends had what we used to call “wonky Wednesday”. It’s a day where it just doesn’t go to plan and you do something completely… Continue reading Pink Noses & Cotton Tails
Before we get back to The story that lead to me here, today is a hard day. I’m almost 27 weeks pregnant with my second baby and my little girl is 8 months old. She has many many needs. We went to my families house this weekend and had a Buffett style feast, it was… Continue reading Some Days Are Hard…